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Wed Jul 15, 2009, 9:49 PM

Mood: Suffering
Listening to: Inside your heavan - Carrie Underwood
Reading: Wisdom Notes
Eating: Patoto Chips

_{Sad.

This morning I woke up in my dorm. With tears. I had a dream about me running away from something. All my memories, gone. I went roaming through the streets and I see someone behind me. It looked like a blurred vision of my grandmother. Asking me to come to her. I walked to her and she said 'Never hang to the past. Look to the future.' She held my hand and handed me, which I recall, looks like a piece of paper. She turned around, walked away and vanished through the crowd. I tried finding her again, I couldn't. I yelled her name, she didn't respond. And I woke up with my wet pillow. (Wet by my tears) and a sweaty nightgown. I looked around and saw myself in my own dorm again, and there was something in my hand. I brought my hand to my face and saw the piece of paper from my dreams. Only, it was a piece of paper I had since I was 5 years old. In my dreams it looked EXACTLY like the piece of paper in my hand. But the writing stayed the same. Since I was 5, my grandmother always gave me notes of wisdom. I have a boxfull of those beside my bed. I kept them forever. And the paper was from the box. I don't remember opening the box but I don't understand how THAT piece of paper from the box was in my hand. And it said "Never forget god, the person you love and those who love you back." I instantly burst into tears. I feel like... just running away from my life. But I can't. I stayed in my dorm the whole day. I didn't go to class. Crystal and Victoria too. They said they won't leave unless I felt better. They know I don't and stayed with me in our dorm. I unlocked the box and folded the paper neatly and placed it inside the box and locked it shut. The key? Well, the key is my necklace. No-one will get it. But I still feel sad. I don't get anything anymore now.}

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*Anoesy Jul 15, 2009, 10:11:17 PM

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~Choc-Alchemist Jul 15, 2009, 11:44:13 PM

Aww

That's so nice of them to stay with you when you weren't feeling great! You've made some really good friends!

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~pseudocide335 Jul 16, 2009, 9:07:24 AM

Hope you feel better soon.

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~thet90 Jul 17, 2009, 9:43:50 PM

Thank you.

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~thet90 Jul 17, 2009, 9:44:33 PM

Thank you.

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If you do visit my profile, I will love you like I love my stuffed animals.

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I love to draw. I love to indulge myself in music. I love to write.

~thet90 Jul 17, 2009, 9:47:07 PM

I know.

And I love them for it!

And I ALSO know that I've made even better friends with you and ~pseudocide335.

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~Choc-Alchemist Jul 18, 2009, 5:35:48 PM

Yeah ^-^ RL friends are very important though

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~SasukeUchiha-No1-Fan Jul 18, 2009, 11:00:33 PM

I hope you feel better soon.

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