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I feel..

Wed Jul 15, 2009, 10:49 PM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Inside your heavan - Carrie Underwood
  • Reading: Wisdom Notes
  • Eating: Patoto Chips
Sad.






This morning I woke up in my dorm. With tears. I had a dream about me running away from something. All my memories, gone. I went roaming through the streets and I see someone behind me. It looked like a blurred vision of my grandmother. Asking me to come to her. I walked to her and she said 'Never hang to the past. Look to the future.' She held my hand and handed me, which I recall, looks like a piece of paper. She turned around, walked away and vanished through the crowd. I tried finding her again, I couldn't. I yelled her name, she didn't respond. And I woke up with my wet pillow. (Wet by my tears) and a sweaty nightgown. I looked around and saw myself in my own dorm again, and there was something in my hand. I brought my hand to my face and saw the piece of paper from my dreams. Only, it was a piece of paper I had since I was 5 years old. In my dreams it looked EXACTLY like the piece of paper in my hand. But the writing stayed the same. Since I was 5, my grandmother always gave me notes of wisdom. I have a boxfull of those beside my bed. I kept them forever. And the paper was from the box. I don't remember opening the box but I don't understand how THAT piece of paper from the box was in my hand. And it said "Never forget god, the person you love and those who love you back." I instantly burst into tears. I feel like... just running away from my life. But I can't. I stayed in my dorm the whole day. I didn't go to class. Crystal and Victoria too. They said they won't leave unless I felt better. They know I don't and stayed with me in our dorm. I unlocked the box and folded the paper neatly and placed it inside the box and locked it shut. The key? Well, the key is my necklace. No-one will get it. But I still feel sad. I don't get anything anymore now.

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Hey people! First thing of all, I would like to thank you for visiting my site. And if it's possible, please watch me. ^^; My name is Nicole SinClair. And if it says my age is 13, I'm actually 12. But next year I WILL be turning 13. :aww:




REAL NAME: Thet Htar
NICKNAME: Nicole SinClair
SEX: Female
LOCATION: MY DORM.
AGE: 12

FAVE COLOR: Black/Red/White
FAVE TV SHOW: Oprah/The Biggest Loser/One Way Out/Mythbusters/Time Warp
FAVE FOOD: Pepperoni Pizza
FAVE DRINK: Pepsi Float ;)
FAVE GAME SERIES: Sims 2
FAVE ANIME: LaMB
FAVE BAND: Linkin Park/ Nickleback/ My Chemical Romance
FAVE SONG: Somebody - Nickleback.

I HAVE: your pants! XD
I DESPAIR:.. nothing. ^^
I LOVE: Mother Nature. :D
I HATE: PEOPLE WHO DISTROY NATURE! D:<
I DISLIKE: WOODCUTTERS.. D:<
I HATE: Vending machines! D:
I MEMORIZE: song lyrics easily. :D
I LOVE: TACOS!
I THINK: JASON MARAZ! :D
I HAVE: A GUITAR! :D
I KNOW: what colour your underwear is. :O_o:
I DESPISE: CHICKEN!!!
I WOULD: SAVE THE WORLD!! *superhero music*

~Clair

(P.S, HOPE YOU WATCH ME!! :D)

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In my dorm.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Wha...?
  • Print preference: Umm.. size 13?
  • Interests: Playing the guitar, reading Inuebony's comics, drawing cartoon, drawing manga and taking pictur
  • Favourite movie: The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Pop, Hip-Hop, Classic and Opera.
  • Favourite artist: Butch Hartman, Walt Disney and Inuebony
  • Favourite poet or writer: Not sure... I guess Enid Blyton.
  • Favourite photographer: ME!
  • Favourite style of art: Urr... Anime?
  • Operating System: Acer
  • MP3 player of choice: IPOD!!!!!!
  • Shell of choice: Clam shells?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Roses
  • Skin of choice: Do you mean human skins or animal skins?
  • Favourite game: Sims 2: Apartment Life
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tears of Blood : Inuebony
  • Personal Quote: Awsome...!
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, marker pen, paper, Digital Camera and Hilighters.

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~thet90:iconthet90: 10 hours 32 minutes ago
I know. :) I'm still lurking there to fave. ;)

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=Akakoccomics:iconAkakoccomics: 2 days 10 hours ago

: D
Thank you for the watch!

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~thet90:iconthet90: 10 hours 30 minutes ago
No prob! :tighthug:

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